I listen to the gentle murmuring voice
Of our city, awake despite the hour
And I linger, unwilling to return
To the television world inside — droolingmonkey

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Seasons of life.

Winter is coming there and summers coming here..Things change with the seasons.

My friend Ian has finally gone to sleep.Hes in a deep coma so its now a matter of hours and days.
I remember it so well with James..Ian is very peaceful and hes just waiting for God to call his name out.

Every day now I am just praying for Ian that his transition is a smooth ride..Hes such a cool guy
but his addiction to alcohol was ..to him...worth dying for. Its his choice.

I went into town today and splurged on some new foundation, a nice indigo blue eye pencil and some new blush.My makeup is SO old..some Ive had since I was in OKC with James!! I always get new mascaras though.
Im happy today..even tho my tummy hurts and I cant eat much LOL..but hey..maybe I was eating too much and it was just my body telling me I don’t need that much.

Every day life goes on..

A friend rang me from his work today and said they were doing a poll.
Asked me ....**would you rather be beautiful and have no money or ugly and rich***
Of course I answered beautiful but poor.... and I was the ONLY one that said that!!
Everyone else said theyd rather be rich.I told him beauty to me means that your soul shines from within..you smile.

Jake just informed me I spent 156 today (he was looking at the reciepts on the bench) what price vanity? oh well..
Makes me feel better!! And James would have told me to go and buy myself something !!!

After looking at the face of death once again,it just reminds me to LIVE!!

Oh I couldnt help myself putting another pic of James and me up again :)

posted by butterflies @ 9:50 PM


At 5:43 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I sincerely bid your friend a lovely safe passage on the next journey. I also want to say that I am thinking of you and yours at this most amazing time.
Thankyou for sharing this, and for letting us remember, we have got to live every second of every minute to the fullest!

At 7:30 AM, Blogger Oklahoma Girl said...

Safe passage, Ian!! Wonder, peace, & comfort await you.

Dave never lost conscienceness. He was awake to the end. Then he just smiled (you know that smile), spoke to my heart & left. Passing over to the Other Side can be a beautiful experience.

I love you my sister. Take care!!

We'll get to Montana yet!

blessed be...

At 9:36 AM, Blogger butterflies said...

Ian passed peacefully in the early hrs this morning.
Thanks for your kind words..
Hes safely in heaven now xx

At 12:47 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Butter.
You are always in my thoughts.
Try to always remember the good times.
Love you,Max

At 4:16 AM, Blogger Oklahoma Girl said...

Charlie Daniels:

A brief candle;
both ends burning
An endless mile;
a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.

written en route to the funeral for his friend, Ronnie Van Zant of the band, Lynyrd Skynyrd.

Found this this morning & thought it was so beautiful!

blessed be...

At 9:38 AM, Blogger Dr.John said...

It almost looks like you need to be rich to be beautiful. That seems like a lot for beauty products.

At 10:24 AM, Blogger butterflies said...

It DOES seem like a lot of money Dr John and it is...except that I havent bought any for over a yr and then it was duty free on my way home...
And it makes me feel better. when I dont wear makeup my mother tells me I looks sick!!


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