I listen to the gentle murmuring voice
Of our city, awake despite the hour
And I linger, unwilling to return
To the television world inside — droolingmonkey

Friday, February 16, 2007


Yesterday afternoon James woke from a deep sleep and had tears running down his face.He hugged me and we both cried.He told me he loved me over and over again and thanked me for being his wife and for loving him.Then he told me he was going to glory..he said he could see a bright light and he was going to glory...he said he was looking for Dave(Sleepless's darling brother)..He said out loud "our father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name.Give us this day our daily bread ....."
Then he went back to sleep.
After a very restless night,this morning at 10 he slipped into a coma.Hes now deeply asleep waiting for Our Lord to take him.Hes in the queue:)

All things bright and beautiful
All creatures great and small
All things wise and wonderful
The Lord God made them all.

I love James SO much.We are at peace,God is with us and around us.The house is filled with music and wonderful family.
Heavenly Father,we appreciate you.

posted by butterflies @ 1:20 PM


At 1:53 PM, Blogger Chana said...

my word escape me just now..but my heart is full of thankfullness for James will be at peace and happy and that he was able to tell you once more how much you gave him and meant to him...

i love you hon..we will pray for his soul and your heart.


At 2:14 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh Butterfly, the Lord is right at your side.

The veil is surrounding you and James and silently and with dignity, God will come and take James into His arms. And in the silence, you will feel those same arms encircle you with the greatest of all Comfort. Take the time to feel that love, together with the love that people all over this planet and in the Heavens have for you both and let it fill your heart.

Miles separate us, but my thoughts and prayers are right in your hand. And one day, we will walk the fields of Canola and celebrate the wonders of life and death...and we will send butterflies upward from the field to say thank you for allowing all of us to share in this most intimate journey.

God Speed and God Bless to you and to all those who share in your lives.

Much love,

At 4:17 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just can not find words. I desperatley want to, but I can't.

Love to you and James. You are in my prayers as always.

At 7:55 PM, Blogger Joe & Karen said...

My Dear Butterflies,
There are no words at a time as this. It is an honour to know you, and James through your writing. God Bless, My prayers are with you both.

At 3:00 AM, Blogger sleeplessinoklahoma said...

My dearest heart sister,
I love you both so much. This is only the beginning of James' journey to the Land where he will live forever with our Blessed Lord...& with Dave. That Dave was on his mind & in his heart as he began his transition touches me so deeply I have no words...only tears. They will find each other. It may have already happened.
You will always have James' love with you. Just as I know Dave is near me every day.
My prayers, thoughts, & love are with James for an easy journey. My prayers, thoughts, & love are with you because I know the new journey you are about to undertake.
I am so glad you both have such serene surroundings with much love from others all around you
Forever your sister in Oklahoma.

Blessed be...

At 3:40 AM, Blogger Autumn said...

Even though I have only been reading your blog a short time I feel like I know you and James and my heart aches for you. I feel such love flowing between the two of you. My life has been touched by yours and I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers

At 11:52 AM, Anonymous moobear said...

The Lord is doing his work friend and he will be right there with you and James. Call on him, he will be your comfort. Both you and James will be in my prayers and always in my thoughts. God Bless you hon.

At 2:24 PM, Blogger Dr.John said...

It is wonderful that family is there and that you know God is as well.

At 6:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Much love to you both. -Sandy

At 4:07 AM, Blogger Joe & Karen said...

Thinking of you Butterflies and James. Peace and love be with you, as my heart and prayers are.

At 4:07 AM, Blogger Joe & Karen said...

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At 8:27 AM, Blogger Polar Bear said...

oh Bev
I've only just checked in.

My love and warm thoughts to you both. Peace be with you...

Polar B.


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