I listen to the gentle murmuring voice
Of our city, awake despite the hour
And I linger, unwilling to return
To the television world inside — droolingmonkey

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

2 Years Too Long

Two years is a long time not to see someone and its even worse when you know that you will never see them again.
I miss James with every fibre of my body,every heart beat,every breathe I take..
His presence is around me strongly this morning.Im going to do what he loved me to do.Have my hair done and have lunch with Mum..
I love you James xxxxx

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.”
-- Norman Cousins

posted by butterflies @ 8:44 AM


At 9:48 AM, Blogger Oklahoma Farmgirl said...

Ah,yes the quote is so true. Something does die within us when someone we love so very much dies. I know you miss James so terribly much!! He is with you because he lives in your heart & will continue to as long as you remember him & all the beautiful times you had together. No one or nothing can ever take that away. He was you soulmate, your true love, the love of your life & you were his. You were his everything. It just took being around you two one time to know that your relationship, your love was something very special. You my dearest sister were blessed & so was James. Love never dies it lives forever in our spirit. I'm glad you are doing something special that he would want you to do. I know the day is hard, but enjoy pampering yourself.

I love you!!! I miss him too. Hard to believe it has been two years. Just does not seem possible.

Blessed be...

At 4:28 AM, Blogger Dr.John said...

To do what he would want you to do is a great idea and a good way to handle grief.

At 7:26 AM, Blogger Amber said...

My heart goes out to you... {{{{{{{{{tremendous hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

At 7:53 AM, Blogger Polar Bear said...

I sense your pain.

At 5:09 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

the losses we lose from inside may be the greastest of all.but when one door closes another shall open to bring in the new.i know the pain you have gone threw ive been there with you threw most of it.so rember one thing my heart and ears and soul and mind is allways open for you any time day or night my kiwi princess.when we loss something god will allways have something for us to fall back on.he does not leave us unprotected.he,s allways here for us.so rember ill allways be here for you.allways and forever

At 11:42 PM, Blogger Cazzie!!! said...

I am so pleased you will go and have your hair done. I am also sure your mum will love having lunch with you. Being surrounded by those who care makes so much of a difference. Huggs to you at this time. I am sure James is still with you :)

At 4:13 PM, Blogger Louisiana said...

hi, hope you are well. i see you posted my pic from that one summer, lol...my blog is going private so i can feel free to blog again. pls make sure i have your email so i don't miss out on more time with you.. love

(private message going your way asap re: post
remember i love you and he is always with you.)


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