I listen to the gentle murmuring voice
Of our city, awake despite the hour
And I linger, unwilling to return
To the television world inside — droolingmonkey

Monday, October 26, 2009


Today I feel so blessed to have such a good life.
I have my own home,a loving family moderate health(lol) and the most amazing friends anyone could ever wish for.
Something happened that made me so angry and instead of yelling and screaming I went sad..depressed even..It was a disappointment that sneaked up on me and made me go retreating back to the saftey of James love.
Everytime something makes me angry or sad,I delve deep into that safe place in my heart where James is.i picked some roses and kissed his pic and thanked him for loving me and Im back into normal mode again!!
I will be thankful again and no angry..I will give thanks and I will be happy and joyous and I will remember the good times as I usually do.
For all the guys who have told me that they will be my brothers forever,thankyou.
And for my sisters-of-my-heart...I love you:)
Now that summer has officially begun Ive done what always mends my broken heart.I have been planting flowers...
Maybe its because of the broken times my garden gets bigger but every time I plant a flower its a memory.And over the summer they grow and so do my memories.
Im in awe of the special people that keep me going and I hope I do the same for them.

posted by butterflies @ 3:15 PM


At 11:12 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Butter
You are the person who gives so much to us.
Your a top chick and we are honored to be called your big brothers.
always here for ya babygirl.

At 11:33 AM, Blogger Dr.John said...

Glad that you can plant flowers and become glad again.

At 1:54 PM, Blogger butterflies said...

Max..youre a true brother and I am totally grateful that your not one of the asshole men out there:)

Dr John...youre a man in a million and Betty is one lucky gal ;)

At 2:29 PM, Blogger Oklahoma Girl said...

I love you!! I'm incapacitated today with one of my awful dizzy spells. Haven't struck in a long time but I woke up with one today, & I could hardly walk. No work for me today. I have taken antivert, slept most of the day. Still feels like my brain is too big for my head LOL More later.

Do I need to beat up someone???

You are so dear to me. I cannot imagine life without you.

blessed be...

At 5:35 PM, Blogger butterflies said...

OKC Girl..dont be going all dizzy on me! your not even blonde!
I hope you are better by the time you wake up babe.
I cant imagine life without you either.
Love you too sista!!


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